p3nguinlvr

Jessica

3 Watchers15 Deviations

1.4K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

distance by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

distance

How many times, I can’t even count So much pain in excessive amount You’ve hurt me a lot, more than you know But I still love you, and always will so It didn’t matter what happened to me or what I go through Cuz all I ever wanted was to be with you To me waiting for you was well worth the pain Cuz there was always so much more to gain You were my first true love We fit together like a hand in a glove I did all I could for you and much more I gave you everything, down to my core But you made me feel like it wasn’t enough So now I’m alone and trying to stay tough I wish you were here, I wish you were near

Leaving by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Leaving

This is so hard for me to say And have it come out the RIGHT way I need you to know i never want to hurt you But I gotta worry about myself too I'm going to be leaving before too long And i really don't know where i belong I'm so scared I don't know what to do Which is why i can't be with you Don't get me wrong, you've been so good to me But i think we both know we're not meant to be

Apart by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Apart

I cant seem to get you off my mind I try to fast forward but I’m stuck in rewind Why did you have to leave for so long It gets harder each second youre gone I sit here alone in my thoughts and fears No one else can see my tears They say that distance makes the heart grow fonder But I cant help but sit and ponder How do I know you’re feelings are true It's not that i don't trust you Just scared something might get lost And my heart will be the cost

On Display by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

On Display

I don’t know what to do With this problem that is you You don’t realize how much it hurt But I knew it’d never work I did tell you I’d wait But now it’s much too late When I needed you, you couldn’t be there Now all of a sudden you seem to care I don’t want to fall for you again But I still wonder now and then What if this, what if that Always wondering where I’d be at If there truly is a reason for everything Then maybe we really were just a fling Sorry my heart just isn’t out on display There isn’t much left to say It just must not be meant to be This idea of you and me

On A Shelf by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

On A Shelf

The start of relationships feel so good All the flirting and caring as one should I love being around you, you make my day You make me feel a certain way A feeling so good i can't describe I want to be by your side but yet i cannot let myself commit I'm to afraid of what may come of it Scared to be intimate, i don't think i can I don't know what to do, i have no plan I know I'd be faithful, I know I'd be true My hope is that you could be too I guess I'm just stuck here unsure of myself For now I'll just store my heart in a box on a shelf

Hopless Romance by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Hopless Romance

Just another hopeless romance You walked right on by me But now it’s over, not even a final glance You left me here in the dark You won’t talk to me But now it’s over, not even a final remark Stopping our communication Won’t stop how we feel But now it’s over, not even a final explanation You can’t forget what has occurred I really hope that you regret it But now it’s over, not even a final word I thought maybe I had a chance I guess I was wrong But now it’s over, this hopeless romance

Destination by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Destination

Down this long twisted road I go Where I’m headed, I don’t know Tired, lonely, and having doubts Is this really the right route Where will I end up, when’ll I get there Should I continue do I dare So many unanswered questions One big mystery: my destination I come across a split in the road Suddenly I feel a heavier load I have to choose which way to go I’ll pick the wrong way this I know I did it last time, it could happen again I desperately wish to se around the bend But I take my first step in my new direction Will I make it to my destination

Miss You by p3nguinlvr, literature

A Friend by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

A Friend

You don’t know how much you mean to me Nothing in this world is enough to make you see When I couldn’t take it anymore you were there You made me see that people do care When you told me if it weren’t for me you’d be dead That’s when I lost it, maybe my heart can mend I’ve always just been a waste of space a failure to life But because of you I’ve put down the knife It kept cutting at my heart making me bleed Now I know I have all I’ll ever need Yeah it still hurts, all open wounds do It takes some time, you’ve been there too It won’t be perfect, I’ll be left with a scar But

Hurt by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Hurt

Why am I so uncomfortable when we’re alone? Why is it so hard to pick up the phone? Is it because I’m afraid of you? Afraid my heart will be torn in two? Sometimes you say things that really sting I hope that I’m not just a little fling I don’t think you realize how sensitive I am Sometimes I feel like you don’t give a damn She was right when she told me about you I can’t stand up for myself even if I want to I worry about everything against my will Usually to the point of becoming ill I’ve always been self-conscious, it will never change I feel like I’m trapped inside a forever locked cage

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

My Heart by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

My Heart

I don’t even know where to begin To tell you about this state that I’m in I like you a lot, more than you know But it’s really hard for me to show I’ve never felt this way before I want to see you more and more I try to let my feelings out But I’m afraid and I have doubt This is all so new to me And I hope that you can see That every minute of the day I think of what I want to say I’m not sure I can handle this What’s going to happen when we kiss? I’m really nervous and I don’t know why But it’s getting easier as time goes by I want to be exactly what you want But I don’t

In Love by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

In Love

Walking along this treacherous part We hold in our hands each other’s heart I hold on to it tightly I don’t want to share I don’t want to lose it nor drop it somewhere Your heart is fragile so careful I’ll be I don’t want to harm it nor hurt you or me I don’t where I'm going or what to do All I know is that I’m with you Don’t worry babe, it’ll be alright Take my hand; we’ll get through this fight What if I slip, what if I fall You’re heart is with me, don’t you want it at all If you go down, I’m going down too We’re in this together, our feelings are

Ticking by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Ticking

I wish I knew what I could do There’s something wrong between us two It’s just not the same as it used to be And I hope that you can see We’re not meant for each other, but now we know We gave it a try, now there’s no where left to go I never know what you are thinking You never told me anything as the clock kept ticking Simply counting down the time until we’re through You could have stopped it, I could have too But neither of us tried and on it went Ticking until the sun will set But now it is too late I guess this must be fate

Hey guess what by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Hey guess what

Hey guess what! I met a boy. He’s really nice We talked for hours giving advice Hey guess what! We walked hand in hand Everything went better than planned Hey guess what! He stopped me and gazed into my eyes At that moment my heart hit the skies Hey guess what! He came in close and our lips locked The entire outside world was blocked Hey guess what! It's time you knew That boy was you

All I Need by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

All I Need

One of these days, it is going to happen I only wish I could know when I'm going to find that special someone But how will I know that he's the right one? How desperately I long to be wanted I feel as though I’m constantly haunted It's like I have a curse and it won’t go away My life has always been this way There’s always someone else who's better than me Why can’t I be that somebody When will my dreams come true, this nightmare end All I need is a life long friend

Hurt by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Hurt

A Friend by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

A Friend

Miss You by p3nguinlvr, literature

Destination by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Destination

Hopless Romance by p3nguinlvr, literature

Literature

Hopless Romance

Watchers 3

shomaredog

qiao-qiao

Joshoku

Watching 4

shomaredog

i-like-pancakes

qiao-qiao

Joshoku

Collection

Favourites

Distance by lil-miss-naughty92, literature

Literature

Distance

you were scared to talk to me at first.. but when you finally did something just clicked.. we became friends. . very close friends but after a short while we realised something. that we were meant for each other. two becoming one.. it was not so noticeable at first . but there was another girl on your side. another girl for me to compete with. she didn't know bout me. nobody did. we were a secret. a secret that we kept locked away. i was willing to fight for you. unfortunatly this girl had captured your heart first. but when that girl turned away from you. you then realised i was waiting for you. i thought maybe i was

About p3nguinlvr

See all

United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

Badges

Profile Comments 7

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

shomaredog

Jun 20, 2008

HI! Hye, you asked me to give you the user name I use to post poetry, and I found it, posted some new stuff, and the username is LoveSickWriter, ya I know lame, but the heck with it.